INTERVIEWS & REVIEWS: Woodlawn Ave. 1962-67
Christiane Pflug: Interview with Avrom Issacs, 1964
C: ...in one medium in another medium.
A: Yeh, umm, do you feel a compulsion to paint? Do you feel a necessity
to paint? Do you feel you could exist without painting?
C: No. But this works more almost in the negative sense. Painting
is of course very very difficult and sometimes one feels life would
be easier without it, because I am somewhat conditioned to paint
it would not be easier.
A: Umm, Umm, yeh.
C: The choice between two difficulties.
A: Yeh, yeh, ahh, tell me, umm, your show has been over for some
time now I guess, oh a month or so, and its my understanding
that you have found the painting act a very difficult act even though
you are happy to do it and you felt it sort of necessary to survive
to do it, or I may have been overly dramatic, you still felt it
a very exhausting act.
C: Umm.
A: How do you feel about your show in retrospect? How do you look
back on it? How do you feel about the paintings? How do you feel
about your attitude towards it? How do you feel about it generally?
C: Ooh, well, now Im concentrating on my current painting.
I dont think very much of the show. You know, it doesnt
go through my head but of course it was an accomplishment and it
was very good that I could exhibit and had I not been able to exhibit
this would probably have meant a feeling of defeat and so handicap
me to further work.
A: I would like you to tell me a little bit about your feelings
as you painted this last show and your feelings after the show was
over, in other words what I am trying to get you to do is talk a
little bit about the action of preparing for the last show.
C: Hmm. Hmm. Well the things of course that I prepared or assembled,
the paintings from over one year, one year and a half exactly, and
this means of course ummmm, not one direction of thought but many
different thoughts and attitudes depending for instance on the weather,
because you know the weather influences my painting, then on the
size of the painting, you know that I changed from smaller canvases
to this larger size, but yeh, I cannot say that I paint for the
exhibition. Also I look at the exhibition as something which will
make me work more freely, more quietly without stress and yet which
will just continue, help me to continue to work more because it
is necessary that the paintings are seen.
A: Hmm, Hmm, ahh, do you find any changes change in attitude on
your part in the process of painting the last show?
C: No.
A: A change in attitude towards your paintings?
C: No. No.
A: You felt a pretty unified approach, one direction approach all
the way through the paintings.
C: Yes, yes.
A: I see. I see.
C: I am sometimes amazed how little these, other things do affect
me but it is of course so if you would have no money at all, no
recognition at all, it would affect me in a very negative way as
you can imagine.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: Yet sometimes I am amazed also at things, well that they don't
influence my painting at all, though I expect they do. I have found
that the concentration and strength for painting comes from a completely
different level than the level of consciousness on which you register
ordinary or even not so ordinary events, [levels] which are independent
from the outward self.
A: We would like to interrupt this program for now to reflect on
the drinks being produced by Michael Pflug, through the courtesy
of Michael Pflug and they have a wonderful Gin and Tonic smell to
them.
C: Yeh.
A: Aah, well dont you think the fact that you havent
been disturbed by umm circumstances around you while you are painting
is a sign of maturity on your part, you have reached a position
that you know what you are doing, and you have been through a certain
amount and you know what is important and what is not important
so that you arent disturbed by the everyday problems that
go on around one?
C: Hmm. Hmm. Of course theres always a certain balance needed.
I could imagine if somebody withdraws completely he also loses touch
with life and as I have the children and I am participating very
much in what they are doing, I have this area and the balance is
sometimes difficult to find between disturbances which I can't avoid
and that tranquillity I need.
A: Hmm, Hmm, umm, you have a husband and you have two children and
of course you have to give a certain amount of attention to the
children and to the husband. Do you find you develop a craving for
more time to paint, or do find you can manage to squeeze out enough
time each day to paint?
C: I can paint enough. What I sometimes lack is time for myself
where I would do nothing or read, or just sit there and look at
my painting and time which is uncontrolled and unadministered so
to speak.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: Because it is of course so now that I have to follow a rigorous
schedule and if one thing lapses painting can be ruined for a day.
This is sometimes is very a big strain.
A: Hmm. Hmm. I guess we all need a certain amount of recuperative
time during the day.
C: Yes and this is just the thing which is often short and I promised
after the exhibition was over I had hoped I would have this and
curiously enough we all felt sick. There are lots of idiotic little
things which handicapped me and I could not recuperate as I wanted.
A: Yes I too heard about this later, afterwards.
C: No.
A: and I was very sorry to hear about this because I was looking
forward to you being able to come the gallery and look at your paintings
and sort of enjoy them for a change.
C: And I was coming just once as you know.
A: Yeh, thats the really unfortunate.
A: Umm. You were saying in an earlier conversation that because
you worked so hard on these paintings you could not immediately
enjoy them, umm, and it is only after some time passes that you
could look at your paintings and then begin to enjoy them.
C: This is true.
A: Um. What part of the act of the painting is so difficult? The
physical art, or the mental act, because you are painting something
in front of you, mind you there is a process of the line which you
absorb what you are painting and rescue it on to the canvas, so
there is sense as it goes on.
C: The most difficult part is I think to bring the painting to life,
you know, when you have a big canvas in front of you it is just
a triangle of canvas which you cover with paint and this can become
something meaningful and something where my, where something of
myself goes in, or it can be just space, which is covered with paint.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: And to bring the paint to life, to make it meaningful, this is
I feel is the most difficult part.
A: Yeh, yeh.
C: Also, when you say Im painting what Im seeing, just
to see it the way I can paint it requires very much concentration.
A: Yeh, Im sorry Im afraid I oversimplified it if you
there. Umm. This next, you are working on another painting now,
umm do you feel aah there is
Ursula: Mommy!
...some change coming about in this painting in regards, umm as
compared to your earlier paintings, or do you feel this is just
a natural evolution, development.
Ursula: Mommy!
... taking place? Are you conscious of anything happening, a little
bit thats different that you not happened in other earlier
paintings?
C: There is always a certain amount of evolution and without this
I would not want to paint. If I ever felt I would recede and it
would, the paint would be merely a material and not a living material.
I would feel very alarmed and I have found just concentrating on
what I'm able to do always has produced the best results, never
straining anything, yet keeping disturbing influences away
A: Hmm. Hmm.
C: whatever they might be. And so of course from painting to painting
you notice changes but they're not always a progress.
A: Hmm. Hmm.
C: It is very hard to progress in painting.
A: Yeh.
C: When I look now at many of my earlier paintings I feel how happy
was I to put this down so simply yet I can of course not go back,
one can never do something arbitrarily in painting.
A: No. No thats true. Umm. Were you very sure what was your
attitude towards your last show? This was your first show in Canada.
I dont believe you had a previous one woman show, you
showed with your husband in North Africa before.
C: Hmm. Hmm. Yes.
A: Not in a one, but a two man show. What was your feeling about
this show? Were you very nervous? Were you very concerned about
public opinion? Were you very concerned about the critics? What
was your attitude to people outside your own family as far as them
seeing the show.
C: Oh. I must admit the first show, the drawing show at your place
was more decisive because this meant some official acceptance which
would as I said earlier enable us to continue to work.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: Just for the very simple financial needs and so and then I had
the idea if I would paint well enough you would probably exhibit
me, so all I had to do was to paint.
A: I see.
C: I was not so much concerned that it would go wrong, you know.
I mean please understand me right: I had to concentrate on my work
yet I didn't feel there was any reason to feel alarmed about the
possibility to exhibit.
A: Umm. Thats interesting because I, as a dealer often find
a very big jump between an individuals drawings, an individuals
ability to draw, not an ability to draw but an individuals
drawings and his paintings, is an awfully big step and sometimes
I just cant make this step because I get so used to the graphic
quality and to the black of white of the lines. They cant
make the jump into color and to paintings, painted surfaces. So
its rather surprisingly
C: It has to be, it has to be remembered that I painted before.
A: Yes
C: I changed to drawing and I think my drawings are conceived rather
as paintings. For instance I very rarely make use of the lines which
graphic, more graphically oriented artists do. Rather they are conceived
in spaces of black and white
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: and I did it at a time where I simply couldn't manage to paint
very much also for exterior reasons.
A: Umm. Umm. Well tell me. This we still have not discussed: your
concern or your thoughts about the public. The broad public. Were
you at all concerned about
C: Well I think very little about the public because I found there
are only lets say two persons I know who really understand
anything about painting in a way which makes communication possible.
So most people see painting for completely different reasons than
the artist does and it is of course necessary to have a certain
amount of critical acclaim to continue to work as I mentioned many
times, yet I don't expect much understanding and really I dont
from any person
A: So you
C: from the outside world.
A: I see
C: I was quite surprised that the critics found out certain things
which I think myself about the paintings.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: And then this makes me, this pleased me very much because sometimes
I feel very isolated and if you hear people talk about painting
it's more quite esthetic and they really manage to express things
in words which I had tried to express in my painting.
A: Hmm, Humm. My wife said something about your painting which I
found quite valid. Now its interesting. Umm, someone could
say, make a statement about an artist paintings which the artist
may not think is valid and my wife made this statement Umm and I
thought it quite valid. I did not know how you will react if she
said that she felt that in your paintings you somehow managed to
make time stop.
C: Yes
A: And you painted time stopped. You painted objects and subjects
with the, this time had stopped them.
C: Hmm. Hmm. This is very valid.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: And since I have no feeling of time at all. Of course I have,
as I mentioned for exterior reasons to keep a certain schedule but
time goes by for me that without it I dont notice it much
and the change I feel all the time is something arbitrary and which
should be continued in much larger spaces then we do.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: Now the feelings which still mean very much to me. The change
from nature, when I see the trees around the house and the change
of light, how it transforms the object in the course of the day.
A: Hmm. Hmm. Are you suggesting that time for you is a physical
thing. In other words you are measuring it in terms of physical
changes around you, such as seasons of the year, time of the day,
C: Seasons, yes. For instance I could never tell whether I know
exactly if it is nine o'clock in the morning or eleven o'clock,
or I can manage to sit hours without doing much especially at night
when I am of course more uncontrolled then I would be in daytime
and its just, its I could think its half an hour yet
it has been three hours.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm. I see. Ummm. Thats interesting. Ohhh,
let me ask you now, umm, In your household you have two girls, two
daughters and a husband. Your husband is a painter. Your daughters
paint also. Do you find Umm. How do you find this effects your attitude
towards painting? This implies of course you have a very sympathetic
family, I know your husband is more than sympathetic towards your
work, he is devoted towards your work,
C: Hmm, Hmm.
A: Umm, Ive seen your childrens work and its really
quite amazing.
C: Hmm, Hmm.
A: Do you find ahh, that your childrens work perhaps gives
you any insight? Do you find umm, How do you feel about the fact
umm your husband is a painter? Can you talk about this situation
a bit?
C: Ooof.
A: Thats true.
C: It's nice to know that we are painting very differently and Ive
mentioned earlier that I have not to cope with the problem of influences.
This can be considered quite fortunate because I know that for other
people this is a big difficulty. So we are working completely separate
yet of course our discussions and conversations on painting are
for me one of the main sources of understanding. He is the person
that really understands everything about my painting sometimes even
more than I myself, and I have often found when I am vaguely sensing
a problem and difficulty in my work and did not yet know how to
approach it he would come and tell me exactly how the problem had
to coped with.
A: You sure ahh, are you implying that he [Michael] is directing
you?
C: No. Because I cannot believe, painting cannot be directed, yet
he has very much insight in painting and Im not the only person
who benefits from this insight and his ability to find how a person
should express [herself] and how the problems of painting can be
related to a person.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: This is, I have not of course, dont know many people but
I think is a very rare gift and ability to see so clearly what another
person paints and situations which come up and how the person should
react to which way the painting should turn and he always finds
out. I think I didnt speak precisely enough. [He knows] what
a particular person in a particular situation concerning painting
[should do], which way it should turn. You
know?
A: Hmm, Hmm. Ahh, since you cover your domestic position and the
amount of time you have to spend painting you dont have too
much of a chance to socialize with other artists. Do you miss that?
Do you feel any need for this?
C: Well, it is of course so that a painter is always in a very particular
situation and it is very hard to find people who understand this
particular situation and sometimes I feel it is just as well that
we know few people, don't socialize and sitting on a balcony and
reading if there is little free time is always better than meaningless
conversation and even other artist's views can be so different that
there is almost no communication.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: Of course it would be very nice to know some people who understand
and we know a few fortunately and we see each other regularly. Then
it is of course always so if you see a person you have to be in
a comparative mood, comparative mood. If you aren't communication
again is almost impossible,
A: Hmm.
C: so even this is hazardous, everything is hazardous that
A: Hmm, Hmm. I see. I see. Umm. You first
started to paint when you went to Paris to study fashion design
I believe.
C: Yeh.
A: Umm. That is where you met your husband. Now was it at your husbands
prompting that you started to paint or had you had some ideas you
were going, you had wanted to be a painter prior to that?
C: I had very much longing to paint as a child and I spent as much
time doing it as possible. Then came
the critical stage everybody knows about when the vision of the
child vanishes and the growing up person has to cope with perspective
and all the problems that a person is confronted with in painting
and then I became discouraged and stopped it all together, still
went to exhibitions and looked at art books and read a great deal
and sometimes thought especially when looking at the Impressionist's
paintings and so, maybe I could do it also, and maybe I just should
try but I had not the courage to do so and also not much of the
surrounding which encouraged such an undertaking and when I came
to Paris I had no desire to go to see the buildings or the things
one should normally see when going to Paris, I felt just walking
once around Nôtre Dame, writing my parents what I have seen
was not enough, so when he said I should start to paint I first
refused because I felt it was ridiculous having no training, and
then for some reason I started also because in Paris it was of course
easier than at any other imaginable place to start to paint and
I painted one tower of the Conciergerie with a bit of bridge sitting
on a little staircase which leads down to the Seine and I painted
with Gouache on one of my papers and after I had done it I felt
very pleased.I was quite determined whatever the results would be
and what time would bring I would not stop to paint because I felt
that I had now acquainted myself with the object, I wanted to see
yet, well I wanted to establish a relationship for instance with
the picture you should see in Paris which is more than just viewing
it and making an inquiry about a few historical facts
A: Hmmmm.
C: and I felt that all of a sudden many of my problems were solved
very well and painting was the thing which I was to do best.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: And curiously enough Michael was a little bit disappointed of
this first try yet I was determined to go on and the results in
a short time when I now look back at it were quite amazing.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: And also umm, I think I mentioned it, I had always difficulties
to get along with people, to find out what I should do. I had a
feeling always of remoteness, of not being able to communicate and
being not interested in what people normally are interested in yet
I had nothing better to offer. This always put me in a very difficult
situation because how to explain a certain awful feeling that I
didn't need to occupy myself with things other people thought were
important, without any apparent reason and all of a sudden I knew
why this had always been so and all the time I could possibly spend
I spent with painting. Also I became more industrious with the fashion
design and got some modest acclaim by a very nice teacher who liked
my treatment of color and so but this was then very secondary and
whenever I could paint I did.
A: You felt a certain release from painting I gather? In fact almost,
well maybe Im being romantic again, you sort of came home,
you saw an area that you were comfortable in that.
C: Yes and especially which spared me the necessity to deal with
people and their ideas which often seemed to me not very important
and without judging I felt that this is something most important
to me and if I only kept it in hand and would not ever let myself
go in any direction I knew which was wrong for me, things would
follow a certain direction which I wanted them to follow.
A: You say painting scared you from people. I dont understand
that, you still had to relate to people, you still had to talk with
people, you still had to deal with people.
C: Yes. But on a different level.
A: I see. You mean you you sort of felt to an extent you found your
mission in life so you did not have to apologize for yourself, you
didnt, you were more sure on how to relate to people, or my
C: Yes, to a certain degree, Yes.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: Especially if I did not want to communicate with the people I
felt now a certain right to refuse to, which previously I had not
found and so I had many, had made many very wrong acquaintances
A: Oh.
C: and I felt constantly uncomfortable yet never quite knew where
to turn and what was the source of this feeling.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: and
A: I see, I see. Umm. Did you find? What years were you in Paris?
C: forty-three and forty- no sorry, fifty-three and fifty-four.
A: How did you find Paris in those days? Did you find there was
quite a sympathetic climate towards painters? Did you find that
you started to paint in Paris but if you lived in another city you
might not have started to paint? Did you feel there was a climate
which allowed one to
C: Yes, very definitely because Paris is a very beautiful city as
you know and just sitting down and looking at something gives you
so many motifs, you, it is very, to start in Paris is very easy
you know,
A: I see.
C: all the beautiful bridges, the water, the boats, the old houses
yet then very quickly I started to move away from the center more
towards the outward districts, Auteuil and Billancourt, because
all of a sudden I felt that painting the Conciergerie and the Pont
des Arts and the Institut de France too much would after a while
put me in a very preconceived way. I felt I had to get away from
historical buildings
A: yeh, yeh.
C: after a while, you know, so if I mentioned that I painted more
in the outer districts,
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm. I see. Um, youre sitting in your famous
wicker
chair. This is the chair which appears in one of your paintings
in rather fantastic detail, umm do you even find yourself looking
at that chair as being something out of your painting rather as
being a real thing?
C: Hummhf.
A: My cute little questions. Ha, Ha, Ha,.
C: I think I do, I see the chair as real as my paintings. The chair
is a real thing and my paintings are just as real. I can't see that
there is much difference.
A: But what I sometimes feel is that there is more reality in your
paintings of the chair than the chair itself. I have this peculiar
feelings at times.
C: But if I would not see the chair as real as I do then I could
not paint it the way I do.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Yeh, Yeh, thats right. Ummm, I understand, what,
aahh, I understand you are using a model in your next painting.
C: Aah, this has not worked out.
A: Why, aah, would you care to tell me why it hadnt worked
out.
C: Of course, its a young woman who has a child and she simply
could not find somebody to take care of
A: Ohh,
C: the child. She hoped her husband who worked at night would do
it in daytime, but which I found it a little bit naive because nobody
can sleep and care for a little girl that age, its impossible.
A: But if you did have a model you would like to use her.
C: Yes, I ask myself either if I would sometimes when I feel I have
to cope again with another person. The dolls are always quiet, never
disturb me. They have no moods, they have no difficulties and I
have enough difficulties of myself. Sometimes I feel I would not
even want to cope with the person.
A: Don't you think you are divorcing yourself from reality by taking
that attitude?
C: Maybe, but I have only so much energy and strength and much is
eaten up during the year
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: and I have to restrain myself.
A: Hmm, Hmm. How old are you Christiane?
C: Ohhh, twenty-eight.
A: Hmm, Hmm. I see. Ummm, aahh, Do you feel, umm, well thats
interesting, do you feel that you know in a sub-conscious way you
know what you have to save for the next ten years or five years
so therefore you really dont need the external stimuli?
C: Yes I do.
A: Hmm, Hmm. I see. I see. I see a painting ahead of me which I
dont recognize. Whose is that?
C: Michael did this.
A: Isnt that interesting.
C: Yes.
A: There is something of reality to it yet Michael is an abstract
painter. Do you feel that Michael, has any great sense of frustration
because he has to earn the family livelihood so to speak and he
can't spend the time painting, or has he managed to come to terms
and be able to set aside a comfortable period of time for painting?
C: Hmmf. This is the problem which cannot be solved because he says
Medicine in a way is necessary to him and Umm,
A: Well then he does get something out of medicine. It isn't just
a means of livelihood, he doesnt
C: No, no it isnt. The only thing is that medicine now has
too much expanded and that he will not content himself with anything
mediocre or sub-ordinate and of course striving for a certain kind
of perfection evolving, it's almost more than the willing person
can do.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: Theres just no issue because without medicine he says he
would not feel ummm, his life would not be complete.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm.
C: I think this is a problem which gets more difficult and more
difficult because there are a number of artists which have studied
medicine and also practiced it but this was in a time when medicine
was a much smaller subject, and you could study it in four years
and then practice it and
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: this enabled you to cope much better with both things.
A: Umm, Umm. Lets get back to your travels, from Paris to
North Africa to Canada. Thats quite a visual area to cover,
Umm, I imagine, or rather Ill ask whether the adjustment to
Canada very difficult? Did you forget about painting for a period
of time?
C: Yes I did.
A: Did you think you were going to give up painting?
C: But the thing was of course that when
I came here I had to stay with my parents and my sister while
Michael was finishing his exams and the little children required
so much care that I could not really think of painting. Also I found
the suburbs very difficult surroundings, especially when one was
so tied down as I was and I must admit the first few excursions
in town made me feel, well how should I explain it? I had the feeling
that this was not a real town and nothing which stood in its own
right, I felt there was a bit of England as I had seen it in pictures.
I had never been there, and a bit of western, all these very flat
buildings, you know, where it says Bank or Café or so, and
then aah, there's no overwrought stylistic expression in this town
as it is in Paris where the streets are built to conform to one
stylistic ideal, and this you certainly dont find here.
A: I find it rather complimentary that you should even compare,
compare Toronto even if you compare the negative thing, the fact
that then you would
C: Yeh
A: have them in the same breath is rather.
C: I had to live here so I had to find terms. Actually there is
no sense at all to feel [out of place], or to feel one doesn't really
want to be here, one has to, I wanted to find possibilities to paint
and so I had to look at Toronto, so after a while I liked very much
the many trees in Toronto, and it seemed to me that I had never
seen trees the way I had seen them here and this was the only thing
which I found quite lacks in North Africa, the beautiful European
trees, the park trees which grow by themselves and acquire such
beautiful shapes. The very lovely green. This you don't have in
North Africa.
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: And when we were able to rent an apartment
downtown, with a view from one window which was good to paint
I started quickly and achieved rather quickly again something I
felt happy with, of course one certain time I always compared my
things to the paintings I had done in Tunisia and not only that
they were much smaller, there was a difference in light in Tunisia.
I painted inside the rooms and I dont have any direct daylight,
the light comes from the courtyard. It is very soft and emphasizes
the structure of things. The beautiful plaster walls, the ceramic
tiles, and here the structure [cannot be compared to that]. I mean
a modern building cannot have the same walls as a beautiful old
house in Tunisia and I found it extremely difficult and returned
to paint some of the same objects I had painted there which we had
kept, brought here. It was a bit long the painting that I got very
discouraged. Then I saw I had to leave all this behind and I had
only to concern myself with what was here and I found this view
out of the windows as you know painted the painting which Hart House
has which I still consider one of my best landscapes, and I again
discovered the importance of light. I painted the same motif in
different light early in the morning where the sky is very pale
and things have a misty quality, then in the evening when the sky
is very blue and the colors come out much brighter and then on a
misty day where the greens are very remote and the sky has something
like a mother of pearl shell or so, and this were discoveries which
led me on the way to do the big paintings now in this apartment.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm. I first came across your work, aah, its your
drawings I first saw aah, this is rather curious because of Im,
you really are, I think prefer to be a painter and I think this
is the first time you did any massive drawings or is that not so?
C: Yes it is so.
A: Hmm, Hmm. Why did you turn to drawing at that point?
C: Because I was too restricted with painting. First it was a lack
of time, children still quite small not going to kindergarten or
anything, the apartment has no garden. We simply had to make a daily
walk to keep them healthy and I felt this responsibility very strongly.
I could not in myself see that painting was more important than
their health. I felt things had to work on the same level of importance
and it's easier to pick up a drawing and to continue after a few
hours and I could make much better use of time. Also as I have said
I had some difficulties but I was still seeing things for their
structure and not for their light you know and, then I simply started
to make a drawing because I was very discouraged and felt I had
to do something, to try something to find out what was possible
in the circumstances and the drawing solved for a certain time,
all the problems, first on the level of acquainting myself with
things as they appear in this country and second as I mentioned
that purely on [not understandable].
A: Hmm, Hmm. Hmm, Hmm. Umm, I have been referring to you as an artist
who paints the extremely familiar and that I feel, at least in my
experience as having seen your work that you can only paint objects
that you have lived with and have seen day in and day out and have
developed a sense of familiarity with them. Aaah what do you think
of that?
C: I would imagine that I could paint a landscape also in a place
where I have not lived before yet as I require so much time to do
a painting I of course get best along if I have no problems with
other adjustments, you know
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: if I'm free to concentrate on painting. But I could imagine like
Pissarro, when he was an old man, just rented a place in a certain
district of Paris he wanted to paint and painted what he wanted
and changed to another region when he wanted, I could imagine myself
doing it only circumstances are not at all in favor of this
A: Hmm, Hmm.
C: and of course with a family this isn't possible. So for my recent
situation it is better to stay in place, to be adjusted to know
what I can do, to be as little handicapped to paint as possible.
A: Hmm. You are going up north if a few weeks, and
C: one week
A: you are going up in to Northern Ontario for one week in the Muskoka
area I understand,
C: It's Lake Simcoe.
A: Lake Simcoe.
C: Yeh
A: Do you intend to do any drawing or painting when you are up there?
C: I will take pencil and a paper with me. I must admit that I am
not very attracted by the landscape. I feel it is extremely flat
and a little bit,
A: Hmm.
C: and I cant, it doesn't appeal to me very much.
A: Hmm.
C: I like very much the countryside in France where you have the
countryside yet you see a certain, you see the human will and wish
to impress style or shape on it, this is of course not conscious
as a process during the centuries as you would find in a country
like France where you find the beautiful old villages, the churches,
where its beautiful trees and woods and hills and meadows and beautiful
fences change, but here you have the barn with shutters which look
very well but otherwise it is all very flat and of course if I could
live there for a while I could maybe acquaint myself with it better,
but I've always felt extremely happy in this area and as soon as
I move north from St. Clair I feel very unhappy, very out of place.
I don't go very far. I stay where I am.
A: I know what you mean. There is a certain group of us who think
north of St. Clair is outside the city and umm when you get to Eglinton
well you are into the barren areas, the desert area.
C: Oh, Yes. I wonder how people can live there. Everything looks
so banal, so you know, so without any relation to what a human person
really needs and so pre-fabricated. Nothing has really evolved,
everything is put down there. Michael the other day said something
which I thought was very right, he said, the North American suburbs
have no wish to express any idea of style or form, they just express
it. They cater to mediocrity, you know, and thats all so how
can we expect any inspiration from this.
A: Hmm, Hmm. I wonder if this is possibly because people who move
into the suburbs are just moving there to raise their children and
eventually they intend to move elsewhere so that they arent
really establishing any ground roots its just a transient
point. American society is a very mobile society and if you have
in the back of your head, if you are conscious in the back of your
head your going to be moving on in five or ten years you're not
concerned about the environment behind you perhaps.
C: No, this is not so.
A: You dont think so.
C: No.
A: I see. Well, I think we should aah call this a night cause my
father aah is ill and I was supposed to go and see him an hour ago
so I think I better go.
C: Yes.
A: I had beautiful fun, thank you.
END OF INTERVIEW
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